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I've been gone for a while. No hard feelings? As you know if you read my last post, I've been going through a lot of changes lately. In fact, it's almost like my life has done a complete 180 since September, and it's about to again. Let's recap: new full time job, new apartment, living with my boyfriend for the first time, taking on more responsibilities and my other job, new schedule, little sleep, basically no time. And in just a couple weeks time, my full time job, my main source of income, will be having a lay-off period, leaving me pretty broke until February (I know it's so smart of me to sign a lease right before that, ha).
But, if you look past the extreme anxiety that has come with these changes, things are gonna be alright. Any sort of major change can have adjustment pains. And I just had a whole bunch of major changes all at once. I am extremely disoriented and scrambling to find a foothold and a routine. It hasn't been easy.
I've missed writing here. And it sucks that just as I got into the habit of posting regularly, everything got so hectic and I've had zero time. But with my lay-off period coming I'll be back a humane schedule (no more 4am wake times followed by 2 hour drives, ugh), so I can be more present. I'm looking forward to it.
Until then, bear with me, I'll be back soon.