Tuesday, September 22, 2015

playing catch-up

It seems like it's all I ever do sometimes. I've had so many jobs since I graduated (which is the worst), anytime I see one of my friends I feel like I have to catch up on so much. I had been working at call center and it simply wasn't for me. Read more about that here, if you'd like.

Since then I have made it my mission to focus on applying to MFA programs for next fall. I got two part time jobs (one of which I probably will give up), and am taking an independent study at my alma mater under the graduate program, mostly so I can have access to the darkroom and printing facilities there. So with preparing to move (my mom bought a house, so I'm checking into her basement for a year to save up some money for school), leaving a job and then starting two new ones and adjusting ti being on a campus again, needless to say I've been busy. And really fucking tired. Today is the first day in two weeks I've had to regroup and I've spent it lounging on my bed, looking through old files, watching Friday Night Lights, Sex and the City, emailing my professor, listening to the new Lana Del Rey (not so into it yet), and hanging out with Little Bear. I'm currently trying to drag myself out of bed to go pick up a friend and have a little baby photoshoot.

So I stopped by to say hey. I've got some posts on the brain, I plan to queue it up tonight.

Saturday, August 29, 2015


i've been reading horoscopes again, reading them backwards, reading mine and yours. 

i always do this at tipping points,  i think it's natural. 
something's supposed to happen today.

it's a supermoon in pisces, 

 i try to be mystical, i buy more poetry books, 
like they were seeds. they're not.